a ton of bricks

I have been hitting a brick wall lately. I repeatedly ram said wall with my head. Yet it still stands and I am just left with a headache.

I want to write.

I want to write.

I can't write.

I started working on this thing (FYI I call everything I write a 'thing'; don't want to name it and jinx myself. Hey baseball players are not the only people allowed to be superstitious!).... Sorry, got distracted.

I started working on this thing back in May. I just got this random thought, that lead to another random thought, and another. Before I knew it, Maggie (main chick) had taken form and I had a good idea of what her life was all about. I knew Lucas, and Jim, and Brooke. They were my new favorite imaginary friends and I was going to tell the world about their lives.

A month and a half later, I am still staring at page 26. What the heck, yo?

So, I figured I would take a break from those people and their drama. I told myself I was going to actually do this blog thing and post something witty, or just post something. As you can see, that didn't happen. I stared at the 'new blog' screen for a while, got frustrated at the lack of words, and walked away.

Woohoo commitment!

I don't know what my deal is. There are just no words floating around in my big head.

So for now, I am going to just type. Until some random thought comes along and turns into another random thought, and another. Then I will start writing another 'thing'.

"Catch you on the flip side." <---- random movie quote (I could never say that seriously!) Boondock Saints (educate yourself and watch it)